Easy

I think I've frolicked in complicated for far too long. Tonight, I had a taste of easy. It was a good easy, a comfortable easy. I wasn't intimidated or scared. Easy was nice, but foreign. I'm left with thoughts of reality. How does my reality look with easy? Can I accomodate this easy feeling? Can I really break through, past all that is complicated and enjoy easy? I know with God's abundant grace that I can. Deep down, I know that He never intended for me to live in complicated. But complicated was home. It was all I knew. It's how I grew up. It's all I thought existed. In all that I have given up in the last year, complicated has been the hardest concept to let go of. I am so looking forward this new, this easy. God is definitely good...all the time.