Saturday, April 27, 2013
Choices
Today, I'm blinded by my choices. Choices that I have made, choices that I didn't make, and choices that I should have made. Sometimes, I cannot see past the everyday to see the big picture. The picture God sees. The picture that really matters. I know I've messed up with some of my choices. But, on the flip side, I've made some really good choices. The choice to marry my husband, the choice to have two beautiful children, the choice that I make every day to try to be the kind of mom that my daughter can aspire to be. I'm not perfect, my choices aren't perfect. God loves me anyways. He knows that, deep in my heart, I truly desire to serve Him. That I want to live out the version of myself that He intended for me to be. And, even when my choices take me down a different path, He can repave the rest of that path to end right where He wants/needs me to be. He loves all of me, imperfect me! ;)
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God knows we make mistakes. We are both fighting a battle within ourselves to be the mother God intended us to be and the battle to be better mothers to our daughters than our mothers were to us. Every child deserves protection and when the one person who should go to any lengths imaginable to protect you..your mind and body go into adrenaline overdrive constantly second guessing our worth and our place in the world. God has been my refuge from this storm. One day I plan to write a book bit first I have to muster up the guts to put it all out there for everyone to read....if my mom didnt believe and protect me then why would anyone else care what i went through? Nicky I am commenting as anonymous but you know who I am:) love ya bff
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